SunSweesh,

When I was having major suicidal thoughts, and even went towards acting it out...and came to sajha for support, weren't you the one that made fun of me and said:

http://www.sajha.com/sajha/html/openthread.cfm?StartRow=1&PageNum=1&forum=2&threadid=84713#788584
"marisakyo hola tyo manche bichara.................... ko hio keta ho paaat lagauta"

Come to think of it, my major issue had been identity crisis too, which I posted about in the above thread.
And today you want all the people from sajha to respond to you with compassion at your depression and suicidal thoughts? Wow. Who would have thunk it? I guess its pretty natural that when we see other people feeling low we personally feel that our life will never get that bad.

Well, I'm glad that the people in sajha are responding to you with kindness. Maybe you'll learn something from their example. My heart goes out to you.