interesting case. I am quite surprised ur aunt did not say anything at that time. Also suprised how disconnected u feel with ur siblings. U have a sister and also feel disconnected. If u were raised normal scenario then most of the time ur elder siblings will look after u and if it is a sister then they will look after u pretty carefully. May be having a five years difference seems a lot when u r children, but for adult ones its like from same generation isn't it. How many people u have made friends in US who r may be 3-4 years elder then u

Being a child at 28 is not an embarrassing moment. One of my cousin had a children when their elder one was in grade 10, they and we all are Okay with that

I am not the psychologist or have taken any psycology class. So my advices are not the professional one

It seems like u r very close to ur DAD. Have u discussed these things with ur dad. if i am amazed u have not discussed these things with ur DAD. when u r children, most of the question u asked when u r too curious abt it. And when ur in teen-phase ( i will say rebellious phase) person will show the rebel characteristics and u have not discussed it.


I  can understand how mentally tough u r, these things bother u some times. And time is the best medicine. Try to keep ur self busy. so that u have little time to ponder abt it. i think most of the time when u r alone then these things bother u a lot. Get married and have companion i will say it will be best healing process for u.