Posted by: terobaaje September 14, 2010
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Hey bro, HOLD ON!
Im WAS not fond of my parents too, they divorced when I was very young. I spent all my life in boarding schools, and then in Gangs, drugs and as an outlaw gunda as a teenager. If I remained back in Nepal I would be either dead or in prison. You seem to have parents who cared enough that wanted to see you do good. Its every parents wish to see their kids succeed. And its natural that they get disappointed when their expectants arent met.You should understand that, You are lucky to have them, my folks didnt care if I lived or die, I dont blame them, I was a burden to their name in society, too many complaints, arrests, drugs gang fights etc etc that I was better dead than alive, AND I didnt give a rats arse about what anyone thought. When they divorced I lost my normal childhood and was traumatized enough to rebel out loud BUT I do acknowledge the damage I have done to their Names, hopes and expections due time. Now Im married with kids, a home and a normal life. Yes i didnt succeed in life as my parents wanted me to BUT I consider my self successful in my accomplishments comparing to my past. I do not want my kids to go through what I went through, Look at me I turned fine in a messed up family. I moved here in the US when I was 17, life hit me so hard that my Hollywood painted America vanished and reality of life set in. Man I hated it here and my pathetic LIFE, it was do or die situation. Go back and waste my life or stay and face it here, Then I thought to my self, everyone thinks Im a looser, good for nothing SOB, I gotta prove them wrong, SO I worked hard bro, didnt care what anyone thought or said. NOW that things have settled, I have a very normal relation with my parents. I thought I never say this BUT Now I love them. Hey bro may be you couldnt be the son they expected but you can be son that loves them anyways and SHOW them that you can succeed in other ways, They Love you unconditionally look at your child, you will find the answer. Start by being a great father to your kid, be the kind of father you wanted your dad to be for you. killing your self will only make you a LOOSER.
Im WAS not fond of my parents too, they divorced when I was very young. I spent all my life in boarding schools, and then in Gangs, drugs and as an outlaw gunda as a teenager. If I remained back in Nepal I would be either dead or in prison. You seem to have parents who cared enough that wanted to see you do good. Its every parents wish to see their kids succeed. And its natural that they get disappointed when their expectants arent met.You should understand that, You are lucky to have them, my folks didnt care if I lived or die, I dont blame them, I was a burden to their name in society, too many complaints, arrests, drugs gang fights etc etc that I was better dead than alive, AND I didnt give a rats arse about what anyone thought. When they divorced I lost my normal childhood and was traumatized enough to rebel out loud BUT I do acknowledge the damage I have done to their Names, hopes and expections due time. Now Im married with kids, a home and a normal life. Yes i didnt succeed in life as my parents wanted me to BUT I consider my self successful in my accomplishments comparing to my past. I do not want my kids to go through what I went through, Look at me I turned fine in a messed up family. I moved here in the US when I was 17, life hit me so hard that my Hollywood painted America vanished and reality of life set in. Man I hated it here and my pathetic LIFE, it was do or die situation. Go back and waste my life or stay and face it here, Then I thought to my self, everyone thinks Im a looser, good for nothing SOB, I gotta prove them wrong, SO I worked hard bro, didnt care what anyone thought or said. NOW that things have settled, I have a very normal relation with my parents. I thought I never say this BUT Now I love them. Hey bro may be you couldnt be the son they expected but you can be son that loves them anyways and SHOW them that you can succeed in other ways, They Love you unconditionally look at your child, you will find the answer. Start by being a great father to your kid, be the kind of father you wanted your dad to be for you. killing your self will only make you a LOOSER.
Last edited: 14-Sep-10 11:27 PM