dude fk identity crisis, just live like Americans. it doesn't makes sense you trying to act Nepali when you clearly feel like American. haven't you noticed most Nepali already act Americans even before they come to this country, or even worse go see in Nepal how these youngsters act Americans without even setting their foot in this country.  honestly, i would be happier if i were in your shoes. lately there is no pride being a Nepali any way.. and ppl pl spare me the same old lecture of mt. everest, buddha, gorkha army etc.. i am sick and tired of that crap.. iwould rather have 2 hours of load shedding than 14 hours than listening to crappy bragging.. dude just enjoy your life.. trust me you wouldn't even have time to kill if you were in student status in the usa. then your soul and hours in days and night would belong to a dhoti's gasstation. thank god for what you have..