1st off, I think tero dhaad ni chilairacha. 

If I was there in front of you, I'd take out my bamboostick and open a can of royal whoopass on your sorry face. 

YOUR PROBLEM: Blaming your parents for shit you could have as easily changed. Dude common. You of all people should be able to realize that there is a huge disparity in thought between the East and the West. 

You have a son, you mentioned. If you are so ready to blame your parents for what they didn't do, imagine what all your son is gonna blame you for!

A grown-ass man whining that his parents screwed his life over. 

Do this: if you are lucky enough to be in Nepal. Borrow some money, I don't care where from, and drag your pathetic soul for a walk in the Himalayas. You need to take a break from your family, it seems they have extra extra expectations from you. 

Get away from your family. If all they care about is a shitty college degree then wtf, someone needs to open their eyes. Go out smoke some gooooooooooooooooood green. Sometimes its okay. Reflect on life, take that load of tension off. Blaming your parents is not gonna help you out.

Take it from a guy who's shunned his relatives/family for the past 10 years; there is so much more to life than just get-togethers where so and so cousins shows off his achievements. Fck his d*ck face. 

Pick yourself up dude. You write well. Thats why I'm so stirred up. Put up a blog, vent it out, do something productive with all that energy stoled up inside of you. 

Or if that isnt enough, then set up a boxing match with me. I would love to beat some sense into you.

Cheers and keep yer head up.