Wheel dai
I like the way you are not afraid or embarassed with anything. People over here can make a lot better than you do but they don't coz they are afraid. But equally important is the fact that you should try to listen to people what they want and what they think. Since if you yourself want to be judge than there is no use of putting it to public. If u really have interest , just go to professional schools and learn the techniques needed to put what u want to put.
All the best