I am not sure though if motivation is what you are after. It seems as if inspiration or epiphany has yet to land in your doorstep. Sometimes it is just the lack of exposure and experience.

Have you thought about volunteering. Or how about getting a part time job. Or better yet, starting a personal fitness regime. Or how about checking out a thought-provoking book from the college library. Or hanging out with your friends more often. Or how about getting a guy you like to notice you (don't irritate him though). Or volunteering to research a topic of interest for the professor you admire. Or spending one Sunday watching as many movie classics as you can. Or travelling to places that you have always wanted but never had the time. All these experiences - good or bad, *should* get you thinking and I am sure you will come up with something inspirational. Passion is not something you create - it has to be as innate as bee is to honey, and truly comes from life experience.

And finally give yourself credit that you opt to 'live it up' than to 'worry about it'. You will have the latter to wrap yourself in for the rest of your life - so for now have fun and do things that will knock your socks off!