k garne ta keta haru mero k galti cha, America aaye pachi ta white bahek aaru chala dhekeki tauko dhukcha, irrirtating lagcha, Nepal bata jareko hoo bahnne kura smjaucha ani frustration huncha so , even i don't like my families now, i would be ashamed to hangout with my families in US, I m sorry u know I should have never come to US, for me now only u gotta have white skin or red skin  to get respect otherwise hell no....