Nepali-gladiator, Nice one. My story is somewhat like yours. I was in a relationship for 7 years. Before that I was alone and single. He was my best friend before we started dating. I am an attractive,smart woman who simply never knew how to approach guys.We finally got married one year ago in Nepal. Things were so different after marriage. I felt unloved, he started staying with his friends as he has lots of female friends. We were drifting apart day by day.One fine day I accidentally; opened his sex email to his female friend.I approached him but he denied. Recently, he gave me a Divorce papers on my Birthday. One year 3 months marriage was over. It hurt me a lot. I thought my entire world was going to collapse. Its been 4 months since he filed for a Divorce. I am getting over it ( not really). Now he wants to come back to me but I do not want him back. I want to get over this soon. It takes time to heal but I know I will get there. I dont know about loving again but I  certainly do not trust any men.