truthspeaker: I've tried that and have found out that it is not for me. cant handle its high-ness.

dyam: 1) i'm trying that shit. I'm trying to smile every damn second nowadays. even, like when i am in my washroom, i am trying to keep my face a smiley one. i dont know if that'd work. i'll tell u about it after some time.
2) well i guess, seeking help here is part of positive thinking, isnt it?
3) Its not that i am a sad person inside, its just that others perceive me that way. i am indeed an optimistic fellow. but still i WILL google mindfullness.

thanks guys.