go jwain the US army...they need angry young man like you to win the war against muslims. once you do that you will earn not just Hariyo Paata but Amrikan Nagarikta re. I don't think with your anger problem you will survive 2 years of married life with a khairini. Asylum is always a huge risk. US Army is the answer to all your problems. I advise you to dig a trench in your back yard do some hardcore army training on your own. Buy a water gun,  make your nepali friends wear a towel on their head so that you can spray em with your water gun, this will give you some valuable real time war simulation.