It's ridiculous when people like confused view a religion for a personal benefit. You're really confused. Please try to find the meaning of life in every religion, then convert yourself whichever gives you the most best convincing answer for your life. If you're running after benefits, you are going to end up nowhere. Materialistically, you may have a lavish life, but spiritually, just a vacuum. It is like comparing to a flower/plant in a pot for which you have to water almost everyday. If someone forgets or gave up on watering the pot, then the plant is dead for good. And I am sure you are one of these plants in a pot.