If you die, you are a looser. You can never get such a life again unless you believe in incarnation, however, that's not true. Suvive/struggle is a part of life. You learn something out of it. Abraham Lincoln was defeated several times before he became the president of the United States. If he had given up like you, we wouldn't be able to see today's America.

So, fight for your existance according to Darbin's Theory. It is Hard but not Impossible.

If you still want to die, then you are a looser ......  go to hell.