I cannot say that I have experienced the same as you; I have never ever thought of suicide. This life is struggle, dont u agree? And for me too, this life has been gracious enough that it has given me plenty of opportunities to fall and rise again. 

Nothing much to be said, save one: This world is f**king cruel, but you do see happy people and sad people. Do you blame this world for making 'em happy people happy? 

soulless