PLEASE : PLEASE : PLEASE      (Never ever do such kind of things. Every religion says its not good)

You will regret your life afterwards even your child will regret it(The whole generation comming after you and your pitri will regret). You do need to respect your relation as Mother, Father , Brothers, Sisters, Wife, Friends, etc. Please do not try to indulge your relation.

And remember one thing:

I HAVE SEEN ONE OF THIS CASE IN NEPAL WHILE I WAS A CHILD WHERE ALL THE FAMILY ENDED COMMITTING SUICIDE (FATHER, MOTHER, SMALL BROTHERS AND SISTERS).

ONCE YOUR FAMILY IN NEPAL KNOWS IT NOBODY KNOWS WHAT THEY WILL DO, WILL THEY BE ABLE TO BEAR IT?