I married the man "I loved" instead of marrying the man who loved me. I miss every moment I shared with the one who loved me. He respected every single wish I had. He wanted me to be with him in Nepal but I was over ambititous and came to USA. But he still was there at all times of need. He waited till I got married and now he is married also.

This is what happened. After few years of arrival to States, I meet this guy here who was handsome and very smart (in my eyes). I got attracted to him on our 1st meeting itself. I did realize there were a lot of things he lacked after we dated  couple of times. But, I got attracted to his educational acheivements anyway as he was a brilliant student and it went on. I was a street smart person and he was a book worm. I thought this was a great acheivement and didnot realize what I was losing.We started dating but there was always something wrong everytime and I ignored it. He was always money minded and made excuses for him....may be he is nervous. After few dates where he always let me pay the bill. I got pissed off and told him I didn't want  to date a guy who is so money minded and let's his girl pay all the bills. His reply was short and sweet.You are my 1st GF so you gotta teach me these things. I don't know your likes and dislikes.

In 10 years, we got married and we have a kid now. But I have to teach him everything even now. No my instinct about him being a money minded person wasnot wrong. Money comes 1st to him than me or his kid. I love him now that I cannot seperate and also kid is envolved. But I always miss the guy who loved me. May be this was one way god wanted to teach me a lesson. I always say now...go for the one who loves you not the one who you love....This is my regret. Just wanted to share!