Posted by: NightElf October 30, 2009
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Oranje,
I find your story very similiar to mine, except that its been 2 years since she left me and I still love her. We had a two year relationship, it was my first time too and then she broke up with me. I am saying this just to let you know that I have been there, and I am sure a lot of people have been in same misery.
about calling someone Bitch, I dont think thts a issue. When people break up they have to call each other bitch/dick, etc etc just help ease the pain.
about crying, I dont think crying in public is an issue, i have cried to a lake, river, empty and full classroom, an office (wiped my tears when someone comes in).
I tried drinking, I was almost an alcholic. had cut myself at multiple occasions. and even considered suicide.
and after all that I realized that if I truly loved her (like I thought) I should only want her to be happy. If I cant see her happy then I didnt love her in the first place.
At least thats how I feel, you can never un-love someone. not being with someone you love is a pain like no other, but trust me it will ease with time.
my suggestion to you: be with friends, try doing different things to avoid having free time. work out (this one works both medically and psychologically) and last but not the least love yourself.
I find your story very similiar to mine, except that its been 2 years since she left me and I still love her. We had a two year relationship, it was my first time too and then she broke up with me. I am saying this just to let you know that I have been there, and I am sure a lot of people have been in same misery.
about calling someone Bitch, I dont think thts a issue. When people break up they have to call each other bitch/dick, etc etc just help ease the pain.
about crying, I dont think crying in public is an issue, i have cried to a lake, river, empty and full classroom, an office (wiped my tears when someone comes in).
I tried drinking, I was almost an alcholic. had cut myself at multiple occasions. and even considered suicide.
and after all that I realized that if I truly loved her (like I thought) I should only want her to be happy. If I cant see her happy then I didnt love her in the first place.
At least thats how I feel, you can never un-love someone. not being with someone you love is a pain like no other, but trust me it will ease with time.
my suggestion to you: be with friends, try doing different things to avoid having free time. work out (this one works both medically and psychologically) and last but not the least love yourself.