Raju , Why you always think the world is always aganist you?....I always find you on the other side of things...May be u r right...But, belive me....no one is always right....This is what I feel, Correct me If I am wrong...

Oranje, drinking is not a bad idea...it's last friday of month...go get 750 ml JD or Crown Royal or JW-black (175 ml is too much) , sit down with some comforting foods and a nice movie ( movie like a walk to remember or Radio or Seabiscuits..let me know if u need more lists) and drink all you can. make sure U are alone and room is dark...After u think u had enough go to ur closet and cry and shout as hard as you can and as long as you can....make sure no one sees you or hear you ( very unpractical for grwon up man to cry infront of others)....grab ur blankets and pillow too and when u r tired, just sleep in the closet for night, wake up in the morning and go outside........U will see a lots of SUNSHINE....................