This not the end of life Oranje.  Well you may think that she left you at this point when you were this far. However, in my view you should think yourself lucky in the sense she didn't do this further down the road. Life not so smooth buddy. Not everybody gets what he/she wants or who he/she wants to be with. I can understand your feelings right now, but believe me once you think that this was your bad dream and move along, a time will come when you will laugh at yourself thinking once you remember this moment. Take this situation as a source of motivation and try doing better in  your life, which you might not have achieved when you were satisfied of having her. I think you understand what I'm implying. Good luck.
Sparty