Hey oranje,

I feel you man. It can be tough when one is slapped back into reality. I'm sure there were countless situations where you poured your heart out to her, offering her the world, and everything in it, even the ultimate sacrifice of yourself.

But its a hard knock life, sometimes the one you offer your heart to just has no idea how much you really mean it. Sometimes, she wont realize just how deeply you feel about her. Don't you worry friend. Everything happens for the best of reasons. Believe in that, and you will ultimately find peace.

Now you are the wiser man, healing your wounded heart. Now you know how hot the fire is, and the next time you approach it, you will be able to master it. It's easy to say 'forget about it' when every action you do, every thought you think reminds you of her. But remember, you're the guy. Take pride in that fact. You're the strong one. You're the one destined to go through all this BS pain and suffering while she has the luxury of choosing her company.

My suggestion is live life a day at a time (and enjoy and appreciate it). Just dont mess up what you came to do, and you'll be good.

You can't force anyone to love you :).

La happy halloween, go to the bars, dress up as a toilet-paper zombie, toss back a couple of drinks, and say "Thank god I'm single" :)

Cheers.