hahaha ( i dont want to make u more depressed but it sounds funny to me)..

My thoughts for you GC: Find the reason for you being depressed. Everything has a reason and depression cannot be cured. Medications are just temporary. Dont take medications coz u may be used to it. It does no good at the end. So, every cause has a reason. Find it, solve it. And if u really don't know the reason, u are actually not in depression...enjoy ur depression (haha).