arnish - how can you do all that here? though, i have started sprinkling water 7 times facing sunrise every morning.

for me it started 3-4 yrs ago and i could feel it because terrible things happened such as misunderstanding with committee member and as a result-him walking out, denial of several possible scholarships even with strong gpa and extracuricular activities, problematic neighbors and whatever comes from my mouth was either misunderstood by others or wrongly interpreted.

still living with above crap and 3-4 more yrs to go.