It is similar to those who landed to big city Kathmandu ( talking about 10-15 years ago), no money in hand and no job, enrolled in school. They hang on there and made it, one of them is me. Someone may try to hit hard no comparision to be in USA and Kathmandu( unless you wear his shoes), some of them had no choice going back to village like we had and are. Hang on bro , you will pass the main barrier as other did, it is untold story of most of us.