Khai k bhannea malai pani testai feelings ta aucha....i also have unnecessary fear about lots of things....every thing has its positive and negative aspect...i think the extreme negative peak point and get scared of that...mean i am becoming pasimistic day by day...also think that some uncontrolled force is making  me to do some kind of stupid things that i dont want to do intentionally. yestai ho...dimag ma chemical locha chali ra cha. tara hope na chodau sathi...life bhaneko struggle ho bhannea kura garnea matra haina yestai condition bata afulai control garera prove garera dekhai deu na..k garnea ta na janmanu parnea sansar ma janmihalieacha aba jasari bhayea pani yeslai naturally end ma puryau...because the birth was not in your control  so dont take your death in your control. let it happen naturally. thanks.