Gu,

I think ( I am not a psychologist though) you are very rich in your imagination which is good. It is normal to have all those weird things in mind. Some people just forget it and people like you will wonder what if you do the strangest thing in life. I have similar ideas on my brain. When I read some news or something different than usual, I imagine myself in that particular environment. But I read somewhere that you can channelize those feelings in writing. You can write a blog or just start a journal. May be you are creative writer who knows? I have started that too but stopped now due to my laziness.  I am wondering if you put those thoughts in writing in sajha. There would be readers like me and also you feel lighter after you express them regularly.

BTW, your id makes me sick when I read sajha eating something at the same time.