Someone said in jest -Insomnia: Inability to sleep until it is time to get up!
The night is serene and I immerse into it. The dichotomous world vanishes away and the panorama is on sight. There is no delineation
of things and thus no prejudices. Abstracts, abstracts and abstracts only. Oh! I wish it would always be night but with illumination in my mind.
Thinking of this song 'The Flickering Wall' by Ian McCulloch. I tried to find the video with no avail. Anyway, here goes the lyrics.
In my world, my little world
Life lies upon the floor
The wind blows in and out again
Through windows and through doors
And it's there I'll look and it's there I'll find
What it was I started after
When I mistook what I had in mind
For something made to matter
I heard the footsteps in the street
I saw the lights on the flickering wall
I moved my lips but I couldn't speak
Choked on the wonder of it all
Choked on the wonder
Of it all
In my dreams, recurring dreams
But I was never there
Life so still invisible
Just needing to be where
With any luck I might just find
What it was I started after
When I undertook what I had in mind
When everything mattered
When I saw the gods up in the sky
I saw the lights on the flickering wall
I saw the world through hazel eyes
And choked on the wonder of it all
Choked on the wonder
Of it all...
The day is breaking and I think I should sleep. The time right now is 5:15 am.