Bhateram,

u cannot react or repent
its gone,
so is the connection u had..
the aftermath would be even worse
ur mind begs u
ur long repressed emotions torment u
they beg to be let free
u are helpless
ur imagination curses u
ur thoughts vaporize and u burn out
but
would u be able to make it again!
alas

Would u be able to make it again!
We don't say alas
Please do keep on writing. You have deep voice within. Just give it an appropriate name.