Dude, if you want to go back to Nepal to serve her and pay back your dues, then I salute you. But if your desire is inspired by the reasons that you have outlined in your original posting, then you're an idiot. No one goes back to Nepal to save money, and rightly so. However, I support the fact that you have at least raised an idea of going back. It's easy to live outside, criticize the downfalls and shortcomings in Nepal, and expect someone else to fix all the issues there. Until and unless, we all participate and contribute to our country, the future of our motherland can only get as bright as loadshedded Nepal.