Hey broken into pieces. It reminds me of my story and ya I am still not completely over it. I know the pain and it really sucks. But have faith in god do not indulge yourself into immoral thing. Cry, scream, remain hungry, feel the pain to the deepest but never forget that there is a life ahead welcoming you. You just need to overcome this situation somehow. and most importantly do not try to compete with her life just live your own and live it fully. Shit happens man. and ya somehow people miss the habit not the person. So develop new habit that interests you.

please feel free to discuss more since i know this situation very well. Person overlooks the beauty of life in this kind of situation so we need to show them what life really is and of course we will show you if you come with a potential to see it

God bless you brother