metal gal, i dont know if i made it on time or not but let me tell you......to think about those people behind you. ya its true if you kill yourself or you get killed watever u will out of this world but what about the people who loves you more than u do to urself. come on get out of this thing try to start it over. u sound like u r all about money. dont worry about money just think about your family, friends, relatives. good luck metal gal if i made it on time. if not heartfelt condolence to the family of metal gal. RIP