Why Sucide ?

The common purpose of suicide is to seek a solution

The common goal of suicide is cessation of consciousness.
The common stimulus (or information input) in suicide is intolerable psychological pain.

The common stressor in suicide is frustrated psychological needs.
The common emotion in suicide is hopelessness-helplessness.
The common internal attitude in suicide is ambivalence.

The common cognitive state in suicide is constriction.

 The common action in suicide is escape.

The common interpersonal act in suicide is communication of intention.
The common consistency in suicide is with life-long coping patterns

Source: http://belovedhearts.com/Grief_Center/Why_Suicide.htm.

Its me too who thinks about ending my life once in a while. Acutally "thinking" might be the wrong word,because this kind of thinking just pop up in my mind. But belive me it just last long for a moment or two only.

This above source is one of the my favt page, saved as my favt page in my browser. whenver that kind of emotion comes into my mind,i just go through it. and realize that i am not that kind of guy who wants to escape from reponsibility or who doesn't have hope. Believe me, i just go top of my building and say it to myself "I do have a hope. I do have more reasons to live".

Suicide can be seen as "borderline personality mental disorder", and i don't have any shame for admitting that "yes may be i do have it".

Coke, you really don't have any idea, absolutely no f****king idea that how many people will miss you , how many people care about you and how many people you will leave behind to cry when you do such a most stupid things in this world. Whatever happened with you, i m sorry to hear that but  that's not the end of the life, you will find another reason to live very soon. Just try to come out from this situation and i promise, you will be fine.

Look around you coke, you will find many more reasons to live.