be happy guys, because you are in better situation as you always have the option of going back to Nepal at any time and discover peace if that is what you want. you guys have already experienced the lives abroad; so for you no more repent of being unable to see the lands of opportunities as compared to those living in Nepal and trying hard to escape from Nepal; they are uncertain about whether they will definitely be on the so-called lands of opportunities one day.

give up tha ambitions, learn to cope up wiht what you have, just develop hopes and make plans accordingly. You will be satisfied with what you have here.