Alina,

Considering the nature of the post, I am led to believe that you are very young. Half a decade later you would presumably regret that you happened to post this in sajha. We are not shrinks, and other than empathizing with you in your so called condition we cannot be of any help to you. Talking about empathy, I do not know  both you and your boyfriend, perhaps you are right about your side of the story but then perhaps he is right too. If he is a whimsical and impulsive individual you could also be an materialism zealot or an effusively sentimental girly girl who gets into his nerves all the time.

I have been brutally honest, I apologize if it hurts you. But these posts only evoke unnecessary sympathies from others or lewd comments from people like Nas.