okay! i'm bored with all these school stuffs...i need a break n whts better thn coming to sajha!! n pour my heart out in  here wiht my stupid blabberings...

anywyz...it's something i thinnk about evry now n then. n i'm sure there's @least one soul out there who feels the same as i do. i'm a college student, who is nepali n a girl...hv no access to nep ppl whtsoevr...well except ph calls,vacations n  may b sajha. the only ppl i hv are these ppl frm school who all happen to b americans. indian,born there but raised here, is the closest match to  hving nepali in my fren's circle. i'm not crazy abt partyin all the time, but luvvv hangin out with frens now n then...dun wanna b tht weird lonely kid??

going out n hving fun isn't anyitng out of the box...but for a nep girl like me...how much is too much?? i obviously want to hv frens, hv fun, get to know the ppl here better...but certainly want to avoid gettin overexcited n forget all the culture tht my parents instilled in me...

it's totally hard wrk for me to be in control all the time...n sometimes very annoying to me n my frens as well...i know there's tons of gurls frm nep here(yay to the sisterhood!!)...do u guys find it hard aswell? living ur life n @ the same time thinkin so hard abt ur parents...n their dreams..n not trying to let them down?? looking at those cute guys but alwyz tryin so hard not to get involved...thinkin my parents would killl me if anything happens?? it sucks to be us...

***disclaimer: if ur bored with this stupid blog, just disregard n move onto sumthin else...i'll prolly hit my head in the wall tomm too askin why in the world i posted this...

btw...if u guys hv anything to say...go right ahead. ur stupid bloggings are welcome too...n plz spare me those cruel comments. am a gud gurl...hv a heart n it hurts n sometimes infuriates like hell??