Remembering Nepal through Sushil.....yes, back then Nepal was like that.

Wearing all those kinky outfits, looking like a hero, riding a sexy bike, posing like professional models for black and white pictures.

Almost a man but not yet...yes, the cigarettes, grass and alcohol played an important part in helping him grow up.

You see, a boy just can't wait to be a man.

Skipping classes and hanging loose, they call it 'lepak' in my country, is part of the teenage years.

Some grow out of it, while others don't.

Stealing flirting looks at girls, the heart beats faster when she comes around, your hands sweat and you pretend to look the other way.

But where is she today?

Today, you're a man probably in your thirties, you miss the freedom, the carefree days when your father took the stick on your back.

Today, you're searching for the ideal job which unfortunately is not in your own country.

Today, you leave your loved ones and travel far in search of money and hopefully a better life.

Today, you realise that you should not have skipped classes.

Today, you feel disappointed with yourself.

So, what are you going to do TOMORROW?