i guess its only human to be selfish. and it was me this time.
i believed that life is all about happiness.. (infact! it is true
).. but the true essence of happiness i tried to gain was superficial.. i trusted and belonged with people with superficial character. i realized i was so contended because i had everything i needed, and my friends were happy from the fact that i had everything too. i was lost in such ambiance.

but joy doesnt favor us always, does it?

these people let me low..!

wen joy disappeared.. friends disappeared too.

i realized one thing that time.. -even though the mind and heart is empty.. the thought of god always  lingers, -involuntarily.! god was with me all along.. but i failed to recognize him.
n now that i have his belief.. it will never leave me.
im glad.. i realized it!
this happiness is better.