Hey Plum, care to share how you found "God" or at least what kind of realization are talking about? I have been looking for "God" or a higher love myself. Youu don't have to delve into details though.

I guess there are times in your life when you are just down in the dumps for no particular reason. And I happen to be there sometimes too. That's why people made "weekends" I guess. lol...