Hey KOKO, I did that.................I did have your kind of believe but Do you know why you live and what is your standard ( means where you rest) I donot want the answer like i rest on earth. And i donot want answer like i live for my goals. Okay you reached to your goals than finally what you are going to get,Happiness???????( Like wealth, fame etc). Main thing is that after getting your goals earth exists same and the earth is not going to turn upside down or you aint gonna find heaven here.Coz heaven was created by the god and you donot belive god so u will also not belive the concept of heaven. You are not only the person that makes path and walk through that. Every body does walk in the path the other had already build. You are not untouched with that one.So u aint gonna seek any new path.There is evil person around us and evil is our human nature and that is bad. You cannot be hunder percent pure. Can you? And you donot have to be that pure too.You can give example of presit who are actually doing what they are not supposed to be. But they are forgiven if they repent. You need to first try to learn few words from bible and give us a pointl Why jesus is not going to come back??? He knows this earth is hell hole with problems and he came and showed us how a man can live a sin less life in this world. He didnot committed a single sin but died in cross for his innocence and went to hell as a sinner.You cannot be like him. Can you unless say that wow JESUS you were the great man. If you did that much that you might be blessed. You can be fan of the some one rock band or a movie star But not of the man who died for you?