Hi every one, I really really appreciate your kind responses, I tried to reply personal message to each of you who posted suggestions, and comments.. I am getting a lot of support from you people, I don't have a right words to thank all of you. I am really Glad I posted my story, which was congested inside me for a long time, and because of your support, suggestions, conseling I now feel much better than I was in last 5 years. Thanks all of you.