Sajan bro, No words in this world can comfort you, its very unfortunate but I think the situation is your enemy ,not you. you have been through a lot. Your love for her is pure evergreen and hers is true for you too, take that and cheerish it. Hope you find some one who will love you as much or even more and you do the same too. Sapana will love to see you happy my friend. TIME IS THE BEST HEALER untill and unless you let it. You deserve it. Peace bro