Since your name is uncle tom you might have more expereince than me and things you are sayinh might be right. But you don't know how much was i dedicated even the first move was from her side. And inspite of age difference ( she was a year older than me), education difference ( while i was in bachelors she was doing her slc) i never made her feel uncomfortable. Its not like a movie that you fight with a bad guy for her to make her feel you truly love her. I was there to do anything share everything and do to make her feel special as a real life guy would do. Suspicion came later on which turned out to be true. So things you have said does not matches well enough with me. Yah for those girls i might have made some mistake because i really never bothered if they truley loved me or nit..I must have done wrong deed then..I agree with you there..and for still getting in her mind you will get your answer in next part...