Posted by: uncle tom June 4, 2008
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Geroge B. Shaw says,' First Love is only little of Foolishness and a lot of Curisioity '
Going through your story I feel that you had feeling for her and you loved her. You wanted her to know your feelings herself. It doesn't seem that you really made her feel as if you truly loved her. Suspicious/doubts will rather make things worse than you imagine. Probably you had a great chance to get her but it likely seemed that you were always there next door to her but you never made a strong move to get her. She realized that you were not strong enough or not serious about her. So looked other options. Some other guys made a move on time and get her. You remained there just wondering and talking yourself rather than convinceing. You never showed her how much you wanted her and what she meant to you... It doesn't seem anything that convince her to devote to you .
Over all there was nothing seriousness happen between your relationships that she got to be committed to you.
It would have been better for you if you had dealt the situation different ways. Fine you wasted so much of your time for your first love and happened to get shattred your feelings. Don't take me wrong. There is nobody to blame for it except yourself. Later you afraid of keeping relationship with girls. What if the latter girls really loved you the way you loved her earlier... ?! Well, you might be well experienced by now and matured in relationships dealing now. But have faith yourself and be passionate in love. You will definitely get your love life when you are confidence of yourself.
If you are stil indulging of your shattred love life , I will suggest you forget your whole emotional break up of your past life and start a new chapter of your life . You will feel yourself how great you are and how lucky you will feel the way you agian fall in love and have a soft touch of female .... ! By then you will realize ' how foolish i was being so serious and stupid on the first place .. '
Astu ..
Going through your story I feel that you had feeling for her and you loved her. You wanted her to know your feelings herself. It doesn't seem that you really made her feel as if you truly loved her. Suspicious/doubts will rather make things worse than you imagine. Probably you had a great chance to get her but it likely seemed that you were always there next door to her but you never made a strong move to get her. She realized that you were not strong enough or not serious about her. So looked other options. Some other guys made a move on time and get her. You remained there just wondering and talking yourself rather than convinceing. You never showed her how much you wanted her and what she meant to you... It doesn't seem anything that convince her to devote to you .
Over all there was nothing seriousness happen between your relationships that she got to be committed to you.
It would have been better for you if you had dealt the situation different ways. Fine you wasted so much of your time for your first love and happened to get shattred your feelings. Don't take me wrong. There is nobody to blame for it except yourself. Later you afraid of keeping relationship with girls. What if the latter girls really loved you the way you loved her earlier... ?! Well, you might be well experienced by now and matured in relationships dealing now. But have faith yourself and be passionate in love. You will definitely get your love life when you are confidence of yourself.
If you are stil indulging of your shattred love life , I will suggest you forget your whole emotional break up of your past life and start a new chapter of your life . You will feel yourself how great you are and how lucky you will feel the way you agian fall in love and have a soft touch of female .... ! By then you will realize ' how foolish i was being so serious and stupid on the first place .. '
Astu ..