Kanchhu, I feel for you, you might be feeling down and out but bro, We all are human being and we all stumble, all of us so lets realise in time. Have u heard one Chinese proverb 'Not the fastest horse can catch the words spoken in anger'. So all I have to say is please read the following post (Life story) of Rahuldai and I hope it will help you decide post in this subject.

But Kanchhu, thanks for your post.

Jada jadai here is the last one ' When you realise you have made a mistake, make amends immediately. Its easier to eat crow while its still warm'.

http://www.sajha.com/sajha/html/OpenThread.cfm?forum=283&ThreadID=52796


लौ सुन म भन्छु, मेरो दु:ख को कहाँनी । From Rahulvai
"पिताजी को सुनको तक्मा"

मित्र हरु, यो कथा अलि लामो नै भएकोले धैर्य धारण गरी पढ्न हुन अनुरोध छ। साझा को चौतारिमा बिभिन्न मितिमा १० भागमा गरि प्रकाशित भैसकेको यो ब्यथालाई एकै ठाउँमा समायोजन मात्र गरेको हुं। धेरै मित्रहरुले यो कथा पढ्न न पाएको वा खोज्न गाह्रो भएको भन्ने गुनासो आएकोले पुन: एकपटक राखेको छु। अन्यथा न लिइदिनु हुन अनुरोध छ।
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