Siju,

Please accept my condolences.

If it helps at all, maybe spending time with your friends (Sajha including) might be good. Also, if there is a 'spiritual centre' or a counsellor in your college, talking with that person is also very healing.

But on the brighter side you have fond memories of him, and those memories are yours to cherish. You were lucky to be so close to him. Your own life has been fulfilling because of his presence. And he must have felt the same. Be glad you could be a part of his happiness.

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