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Bathroom talking about integrity. That would be the Sajha joke of the decade !
But seriously, Rai-ji, you might not see at this moment of confusion and vulnerability, but it is going to do good to you.
Your identity is already semi-known in Sajha. And you seem to be oblivion of the fact that your incessant bad-mouthing and cyber-bravado is putting real you in greater and greater danger.
You really needed someone to help you see what you were doing to yourself. Your friends apparently did not care. So I thought give my helping hands.
I am helping you by hopefully putting an end to your actions by which you are hurting yourself.
You might not want to realize it today. But you will, one day.
This is my last posting to you on this one. There are other more important topics going on here.
Nepe