I am really interested in Bipasyana but never got chance to go through the tough meditation. I want to enjoy it whether it is more pleasure than sex or worse than worst. I thought that  when I get chance or get some 15 days, I would go for it. When i had leisure time, I would like to go back to my home. I wished to be jobless, with mentally tensioned life and tired of  doing positive things so that I would be compelled to lead to Bipasyana. And I am looking forward to joining that pleasure if .........................again.