GP ji,

Your life story is really impressive. It is Sajha's pride to have you in this forum. I read all your story and truely impressed me. Some people are born talented and some are hard working. But seems you are mixture of both.  I hope it will give inspiration to others to work hard and harder to get thier goal in life.

Now some thoughts on this high achievement in life thing.What you did it is good for you and your family. You and your family members will be very proud of you. But for society it matters only if you payback to your society or community it doesn't matter how talented you are or how hard working. In this context I remember one first boy of my school in Nepal who was very talented. Like other first boys he also got engineer degree in govt.scholrship and got a Civil Engineer job in HMG(then). Later I came to know that he was one of the most corrupt engineer in that minsitry and worse thing, he used to spend that currupt money on Alcohal in those Bhattis (though he is from a traditional Brahmin family). Probably he built a bunglaw in KTM for his family, added some property. But sometimes I used to think what did the community got from him. What did his village get from him, what did his school get which used to be proud of him. 

For our society we need not only talented people (like you) but commited, honest and morally strong nepalis to lift the society like Anuradha Koirala, Late Madan Bhandari, Delli Raman Regmi, Kulchandra Goutam and so  on.................. 

My intention is not to see you also from that same glass. Never, even not in my remote imagination. Just wanted to share my thinkings which was accumulatiing inside me from a long time. I hope I did not hurt you. If I, please apologize me.

Thanks for reading this long thought. Cheers...........