Hello All again, nice to know so many opinions. I am very surprised with some of the reactions, and always there are some chankhe dais who cannot wish well for others and they cannot do better in their own life as well. All I have to say to them is try to see a glass half full. For those all I have to say is I pray for god so that you can do better in life.
I like many opinions about going out in public, club and friends. I am well OK outgoing girl. I enjoy party and club with club soda so that not even by mistakenly any men out there take advantage of me being girl. I do not want to go further in this one- everybody has different opinion and I respect your freedom of thinking and speaking and the final out come taking action.
I mentioned in the email before that I had approach by foreigners and white guys and they are most from work and friends' friends. I have a very few Nepalese friends. The reason for this is in my last few years I moved around a lot. I just want to clear one thing that some of the things I explain here so that people who believe in me and give their suggestions will know that their effort is really appreciated .
I may find someone from sajha. I received so many nice emails and many of them are really so generous and related to my problems. Some of emails are from the girls who are facing the same situation as I do. One email is funny one; this person does not even think that I am a girl. I do not have to say much besides this that it is not you it is the world we live in- always doubtful. Some people who think sajha is not worthy place to be, I found they might be wrong. Ofcourse some a-wholes are always there to spoil the moment. So many of their own- may be cousin, sisters, brothers and so many others have this problem and they are having fun at our expenses. Again, all I can do to make you feel better is pray god for your good healtha and you never have to go through my circumstance. 
People who think I am really ugly or I have selfesteem issue. I do not think so. I still get many phone numbers when I go to club but again I know my culture and my boundaries. Please just do not humiliate yourself mocking me on this one. I am as much as undiluted as any ones sister and I am as much pretty as your want to be gf.
Said too much I think, sometime it just personal but matters many...