Khatepate bro, its better to let the emotion out most of the time. No matter how you did it, with friends or in sajha, just let it out. Trust me for one thing, everyone has gone thru same situation once in life, success doesnt come without sacrifice. Just keep on fighting with problems, thats one kind of fun too. You will realize that later one. I can understand your situation. You are brave to share this here. The best threat in sajha and the coments and advices from friends are awesome. Just dont start looking for excuses thats the worst thing to do, just keep your heart and mind strong you will achieve success sooner than you think. I went through this threat more than 5 times and still kept on reading. Good luck with your life, and our best wishes are always with you. Great Job!