ehehe!!!!!!! my life is so messed up !!!!! I am planning of something and here something else to be done. Which i have never though to doing . Now I am really in a great trouble of living in new york. I am thinking of quiting myself from this hell like world of mine. It's juzz ridiculous for meh to be not able to live a life as I wanted to.. ahahahah!!!!!!!!! kidding.... people out here are lot frustated with their life. That's all I wanted to say . I have seen alot of people not being able to live up to their expectations. I have found them being frustated and One of them is meh... too.. I am not able to accept the fact that I am unable to find a job ... anywaes... I'll do keep on updating things that's going on with meh and my life....out here even though I am not a ............... -rocks